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most romantic day of the year 🦇🖤🕸️
01 Nov 2026
it’s enough because i said so, it’s mine because i want it <3
24 Oct 2026
REAL AND TRUE LOVE LIVES IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND <3.
16 Oct 2026
the Line, part I
the separation between humans and nature is conceptual and cultural. it is a mistake. i am subject to the same physical processes as the caterpillar. as the bear. as the rat. the things i share with the creatures around me serve to keep me alive. we breathe the same air and eat other organisms and require water.
except the apple in the palm of my hand is eating at me. and i love it. i choose it. i go to the doctor and i tell him my eyes hurt, my lungs hurt, my teeth. he gives me candy. it’s sweet enough to keep me focused on my symptoms and distracted from the source.
the praying mantis knows nothing of agriculture. she extends her limbs and rips the head off her mate and eats it. when i was in the fourth grade we were asked to bring in a mantis, in texas this is simple. there were 8 in a large glass case. mine was the only green one. she ate everyone else and i was so proud of her.
the beaver knows nothing of property lines. he takes the tree because he needs it. he breaks a branch with his teeth and drags it into the water. he doesn’t have a white picket fence. he stays in his house until his needs are no longer met.
the ant knows nothing of wages. she carries all that her body will let her and follows a trail left by others. she doesn’t stand in the way and ask why. she feeds the colony and then she dies.
the eagle doesn’t need permission to cross the sky. the salmon doesn’t need a stamp to swim upstream. imagine, a mouse coming to your door and asking to live in your walls. i don’t think i’m supposed to say yes but i want to.
the apple at the grocery store is $1.88.
it feeds me once.
my eyes watch a screen more than my hands touch the earth.
my body has a number.
like the street.
like the produce sticker.
like the paper bill.
like the receipt.
when i walk around the neighborhood i can see the lines. the rules and the hallucinations. every time i bite into the apple it makes the dream stronger. when i lean against the brick wall outside with my cigarette and stare at the tree line, i can feel it. when i’m taking out the trash after work and notice the shadows from the moon, i can feel it. the earth. the animal.
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27 Sep 2026
# sandwich # tuesday # pinkbathroom # dalmatian # friendship
26 May 2026
beautiful day to wear rainboots 🪽🌾 #pisces #loveu
14 Apr 2026
wherever you go there you are 🔄
11 Apr 2026
in my dream home the doors never need to be locked and the windows are always open.
the hallways are draped with pale floral wallpaper and old brass sconces. in the fridge there are fresh strawberries and cucumbers and herbs from my garden out back. the dirt is a rich dark brown and soft enough for the most perfect mud pie.
in my dream home none of the mirrors reflect my face, just my feelings. each bed has a different metal frame, each set of sheets different from the last. there are probably nine bedrooms in hopes that people will come stay with me and nine cats for when people say they can’t. june, sunday, tex, lily, christopher … i’ll figure out the rest of the names later.
in my dream home my pantry is stocked with every snack i haven’t had since i was little and every snack i love to make now. sweet gherkin pickles and sugary cereals and green apples and chocolate muffins and things like that. i make my own pasta sauce and have a perfect glass of wine to match every time. not because i like drinking but because it makes the late night cigarette on my porch that much sweeter.
in my dream home one single pink phone hangs on the wall because i finally threw my cellphone into the lake across the street. the home phone has a curly coil that barely touches the ground and chimes three times before reaching my voicemail. i really hope people leave voicemails.
in my dream home there are always the perfect amount of candles lit and the wind puts them out for me at night when i fall asleep on the couch watching gameshow tv. when i wake up the light reaching into my dream house will be the babiest of blues, maybe with a soft fog that will burn off by noon.
in my dream home there is a pile of never ending laundry filled with lace and soft cotton and paint stained denim.
in my dream home the fridge sometimes breaks, the cable often goes out, the water isn’t always warm. this is only here because i just simply cannot know absolutely everything there is to know about a dream house and it gives me an excuse to walk to my neighbors. they always help and i always return the favor with flowers or brownies or a watchful eye over their dog.
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29 Mar 2026
today i am 27 and the most myself i’ve ever been
i am 11 and going to the texas state fair
i am 20 and falling asleep on a bunk bed in china
i am 8 going to ballet class every thursday after school
i am 24 and dying my hair red while it snows
i am 16 and failing algebra for the second time
i am 19 and living in paris sneaking into parties
i am 13 and cutting all my hair off
i am 15 and scrolling tumblr in my bedroom
i am 21 and looking at my photos in magazines
i am 6 and storing bugs in a box under my bed
i am 25 and trying new foods in tokyo
i am 14 and really really really angry
i am 9 and sorting flowers by color and shape
i am 18 and having so much fun
i am 12 and packing my hello kitty lunchbox
i am 17 and going to a high school in seattle
i am 10 and getting lost on the vegas strip
i am 22 and going nowhere for an entire year
i am 26 and keeping a really big secret
i am 7 and going to church every sunday
i am 23 and shooting rifles on the family farm
i am and i am and i am and i am <3
08 Mar 2026
all this? and heaven too?
21 Feb 2026
in my dreams i’m dying all the time 🐇💡🤍
15 Feb 2026
telling all my secrets to the dust and the dirt, holding my ear to the earth, sometimes when i exhale i accidentally say the truth, sometimes when i’m running i run until it hurts, holding my traits like tickets to a sold out show, throwing out the pain that bites at my feet, it turns into a dance and my steps into a song, sorry, i wasn’t listening, i was too busy catching every single thing you didn’t say, i remember sifting the sand into piles, marking the castle with a red leaf poked through a twig, isn’t it the same now? still? isn’t the heaven i was promised in text actually a song? a stranger? a still moment? what i make out of sticks? isn’t heaven with the termites and between the broken windows and outside of the liquor store? there is nothing here except for the opportunity to change over and over again, i’ve looked, under every stone and collapsed roof, last week i said hello to my school grade friend, her head still stuck in the mud, i left her with a brown bag filled with snacks anyways, she said i still can’t keep from running, i made myself a promise that i broke, no one knows but me and the wind that turns into a breeze, no one knows but my dad when he calls me, i’m sitting in the bath sick as a dog, when i sweat i imagine the water turning to wine, a dark deep red wine, when i sing the bubbles grow tenfold, i am making things up as often as i am falling for a trick, looking upwards while i spiral, trying to let go of what keeps me numb, trying to hold on to what feels honest, still i believe everyone anyways, i believe you anyways, when you speak to me i look into your eyes, that’s something i carry with me intentionally, thats something i learned, same as telling my secrets to the dirt, same as believing that change must hurt, and oh my god it hurts, it hurts, the truth hurts and then it’ll set you free, that’s the only promise i can keep, the only promise you’ll ever need💡🐇🤍
04 Feb 2026
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